im really really tired. tonight…. well it was a great show for me. and ryan was there :D and he talked to me. but… the little incident… made my night suck. but then it got better because i stopped letting it bother me. blehh. im soo unluckyy ): i sware god hates me. and i have two dollars for tomorrows contest foood. hahaha great. i need a job. like bad. but yeah birdville tomorrow :D im so excited. first contest. but nervous. first contest on weapon. dundundun

but … i think im going to bed. i really need sleep. and its almost been a year since my uncle died. time flew so fast ): and i miss him so much. i know he could cheer me up right now. he was the only one that ever really could. ughhhhh  :(

anyways… blue man group sunday :] with deanusss. so that should make my weekend better. unless things will be like they were tonight. gosh i hope not. it is the EIGHTH day. ughh. im going to die.

nightnight.