yeah im so glad its break. man i so need this break. the guard especially.

we all just need time away from eachother before we kill eachother.

last night wa the game in the cowboys stadium. playoffs. we won. ofcourse. and i got home at three am. ah. so tired. ahahahaa. and today im spending time with my grandma i think. so yay. supposed to hang with old friends this break. so that is good. and this break should also get my mind off somethings… and hopeful that person. cuz… yeah. that is my goal…

hmmm. im real sad my best friend is having a shitty life right now. and there is not much i can do about it. but i still

hmmmm… school is more stressful then ever now. because im not concentrating like i was before. so many things go through my head every second now. sorry brain. haha

hmmm… i feel horrible how some of my friendships are now. because they really dont exsist anymore. and i dont want that at all ): 

well yeah im sure i will write what happens this week. if its important.

believe me i will be here. :/ without brother and sister… cuz they are with their dad… these are the times i wish i had family bigger than my grandma, :( but i still love her

she is my hero.

gunna ask if we can go to ihop or something.

have a good turkey break :) :) :)