turkey day :D woot woot. but yeah. some thoughts? k

sooo… i was talking to an old best friend last night. and… you know just catching up and was like, so did you hear? i was like…hear what? i got pregnant and had a kid. i was like.. oh wow. she is 16 years old… my age… like… i could not see myself having a kid right now. and she was like yeah. here are pictures. and he is beautiful. but it scares me…because she is moving out with her boyfriend soon… 16 years old. how could you be ready to live. how are you going to raise money? i just dont understand. so many people have sex at my age… saying they couldnt get pregnant. its just fun and games with them. well no, not when you get pregnant. yeah there are abortions… but how could you live with that… people say “oh if i get pregnant, i can just get an abortion” yeah and then you will keep having sex. if…IF i got pregnant… no matter how much i knew it would kick me in the ass, i would keep it. because that is what happens when you have sex. and everyone knows that… crazy that she used to be my best friend…and now she has a baby boy and she tells me she does drugs and drink…im like babe you just had a baby…you cant raise your kid in that. that is what hurt me the most. knowing this baby wont be raised how it needs to be… kinda reminds me of my childhood…i mean if you cant take care of your own kid…please give it to an adoption agency where people who cant have kids can adopt and raise it how every kid should be raised. come some kids have to grow up knowing their real parents dont give a shit about them… and would rather do drugs and sleep around then… take care of their own kids. it doesnt just affect the adults, it affects the kids life…and kids will act like they dont care…but they are really hurting inside…i just..ugh dont see how people can just keep sleeping around and keep having kids that they just abandon and dont give a rats ass about. not saying this girl is going to do that… but it just got me started on other things.

but yeah :D ahahaa. today is thanksgiving. going to eat with family. then hang out with some kids that have already graduated :) im pretty excitedd. hope everyone has a good one. byebye