i told him how scared i was… and he actually talked to me. he made me feel so much better. see… he isnt a bad guy after all… so everyone needs to shut the hell up :] yeaaaah. and… i hate being sick. hahaa. sitting at home for just one day… has been miserable. let me tell you … hahaha :] anyways…

lets see… im still scared. but… i shouldnt be for too long. :/ hope not. i might have to run away. or something. and yeah :) im pissed i have to miss this weekends guard competition. :/ there arent much left for me ya know. :/ its sad. anyways ttyl. hope i get better :/ oh and butt shots… are NOT fun. or getting blood taken out of your arm… :/ GROSS!! and i hate veins so much. haha

byee