Im having a baby. Due April 5. Only 11 weeks yet. And don’t get me wrong I’m so excited… but the man I was in love with I don’t know anymore. He isn’t the same. Or maybe just not the guy I thought he was. But it sucks. It’s like I’ve lost my lover and my best friend. Maybe he has just lost interest in me. Maybe now that he has me its just not as exciting anymore. How do you go from doing everything together to seem like you hate eachother in that short amount of time. Is there nothing I can do. It seems like everything I do or say is wrong now and it breaks my heart. Is this the end of another chapter and the beginning of another? I guess ill have to wait and find out.