i really hope you DIE in hell.


like forreall! you cant
just use someone like
that for so long… and then
just pretend they fell off the
face of the earth… thanks.


you really know how to make
people feel shitty.

whatever



and the sad part is…
you think i would hate your
guts and think i would
never want to talk or see you
again.

but i fell for you sooo
hard… that no matter how shitty
you treat me… i still love you!
and you never did.

that is what
is sad! :(



ughhh.

yeah that is how i feel right now.

and then i try to go to that one person

that i could used to tell everything too, and

i pour out alot and he says 7 goshhdammn words.

i was like… wow. that helped alot. and made

me feel a whole lot better…

when does all this get better?! i really wish i knew.

:( night