he broke my heart.
i have had bad relationships in the past. but he made me so happy.
all i could think about was him and how he had made me smile the night before. nobody really knew how i felt about him. nobody ever will.
right now all i can do is cry and listen to this emo fucking music.
i just wish everything was how it was at the beginning.
sometimes i wish this emotion that im feeling didnt exist.
i dont know what to do anymore.
all i want to do is lay here and cry and it seems like the best thing to do right now. i dont know how people do this.

